蓝天·蝎

正。反

2012-01-31T11:08:00.000+08:00

凡事都有两面，

正，反，是，非。。。

谁对，谁错，谁是，谁非。。。要怎么断定呢？？

公说公有理，婆说婆有理。。。

两边看得人、事、物都没有错。。。

只是角度不同了，领悟的也不同了。。。

误会也产生了。。。

或许，有人会觉得，身边的每一个人都应该了解他，谅解他。。。

事实上，没有人会永远让你，体谅你。。。

如果有，那个人也太累了吧。。。

有或许，你觉得有些事不必解释太多。。。

但，你可能不知道，所有人都等着听你的解释。。。

最了解你的人永远是你自己。。。

所以有时，解释还是必要的。。。否则，没有人会知道你在想什么。。。

很抱歉，我不想参与其中，

也很希望你跟我说的是实话。。。

选择相信你，是因为把你当朋友。。。

希望你还是原来我认识的你。。。

New Year 2012

2012-01-14T09:52:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2012!!!

bit late though...hahahaa...

anyway...happy wish u all also de ma...^^

and coming on is

Happy Chinese New Year 2012 !!!

well...got a new year resolution here...

GAM FEI!!!!

hahaha...seriously need to go on diet...

else..all those nice nice dress and baju will bit me good bye... T.T...

I DUN WAN!!!!

so...registered Celebrities ad..^^

hahaha...hopefully can gain a healthy life style there...

(pls pls pls...DUN SLACK k...

u gotta lose weight and put on ur jeans again....!!)

and dear...dun let me slack k...

no matter how tired am i in da beginning...

wahahah...cuz no matter i go or not go...

its charged to my credit card...!!

it's kinda motivation for me as well...^^

GAMBATEH!!!!

放慢

2011-12-10T12:22:00.001+08:00

有时候真的因该放慢脚步让自己享受生活。。。

拥着自己的爱人，

谁个不省人事的觉。。。

生活就是这般的写意。。。

何必让自己过得那么的匆忙？？

偶尔懒散一些，也不错。。。^o^

从前

2011-12-01T16:07:00.001+08:00

翻阅起以前所写的部落格，有种莫名的感触。。。
在想，当时是以怎样的心情写出那样的post 。。。
而读者的心情又是如何？？

人总会缅怀过去，
无论过了多久。。。

但，你永远都不会是那时侯的你了。。。

每个人都单纯过。。。

我也不例外。。。

纪念日

2011-11-30T08:55:00.002+08:00

11月30日，我们的纪念日。。。

谢谢你这一年来的爱。。。

24th November - TSC's BIG day...

2011-11-24T15:40:00.001+08:00

Finally...after 12days...it's you turning into 23rd...
*evil smile on face*

big welcome to the 23 gang

wahahaha......

Well..this blog is specially for my BFF Tee Siaw Chin a.k.a chin chin a.k.a babywhale...

it's been 9 years since i knew her...

*sound so old now*

oh well...hahaha...we've known each other for 9 years...

and our distance grow further and further...

*last time was juz 5min walk away =( *

anyway..this doesn't mean that we dun c each other anymore k...

wahahahaha.....

though we have lesser time to meet up....

*good for us - gam fei, God knows how much weight i'll gain if i'm still in kepong*

we've not been celebrating each other's bday for 2 years....

cuz this lawyer to be were in UK...

*finally ur're back*

hope that we can celebrate each others birthday every year....

Muackz...

love u babe...
wish u all the best and all wishes come true...^^

我们的《那些年》

2011-11-18T09:10:00.004+08:00

一部让人回味青春的电影：

让我不禁想起
那些年，我们一起疯狂的日子。。。

那些年，我们一起哭一起笑。。。

那些年，我们一起逃学。。。
那些年，我们一起作弊。。。
那些年。。。

-END-

倒数

2011-11-17T10:31:00.001+08:00

倒数着。。。

期待着。。。

*^o^*

生日快乐

2011-11-13T20:38:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me,

Happy birthday to Abi,

Happy birthday to me......^^

ME got a one whole week of bday celebration....^^...yuhooo....

super duper hyper happy ME... =)

Trip to Bali with Dear

First was trip to Bali with my beloved dear...^^

5 days 4 nites...^^...

hahaha....super chilling and relaxing trip...

despite the rain...and we din get to visit quite a number of places... =(

oh well...hahaha...at least we have a good rest and distress trip in Bali...

Oppps...no photos...ahahaa...

not that we din bring cam...is tat it's not with me...

Dear...post photo pls...ahahaha....

11.11.2011_morning - Pak Toh day with my Jimui

Miss TSC come pick me at my place at 1130am....(supposed)

hahaha...but she was early...so...she waited for me to wash and dress up...^^

1st stop - Mani and Pedi

I tot we were supposed to have brunch as a begin...but well...

it seem not likely..hahahaa...

she said first stop is to go back to Max Value...

ahahaha...she made an appointment for mani and pedi...

it's my first time...(babe..u got my first time) >.<

Tada....my 10 strawberries...^^

hahaha...opps...forgot to take take pic of my another 10 orange...ahhahaa....

thanks babe....muackz....

not to forget the lunch...hahaha...

thank u JL babe for the lunchie..^^

too bad u cant join us for the shopping spree....>.<

dun worry...we still have chance....^^

next time k...ahahahaa.....

2nd Stop_late noon - Bangsar

Bangsar shopping spree...hahahaa

SC brought me to Bangsar to shop for my pressie...hahaha....

but...din get any....too bad...

though i love the dress...ahahaa...

but too bad...it doesnt come with short dress... =(

3rd Stop_nite - dinner with Dear

after everything...it's dinner time...^^

thank u SC babe for dropping me at Gardens to dinner with my dear...^^

*dun have photo also - photo not wt me*

My dinner - Alexis...

i wanted to try this for so long already...>.<

but...it's bit disappointing though...hahahaa.....

still I'm happy....

Dear got a pressie....

a very nice bracelet from Swarovski ^^

*Dear...,me love my pressie and dun wanna exchange for others..so...stop worrying...*

and he bought a white lily...

my fav flower...^^

hahaha....nice...

Thank u dear for ur effort on my bday....

*forgive u for not coming for my steamnboat party ... kekekeke*

12.11.2011 Steamboat Party

Finally....my exact day....^^....

and also a very busy day..... =)

3.30am - fetch huang gor gor to air port...

*again...he's not here on my bday... =( *

5.30am - reach home...and cont sleeping...

9.30am - woke my kaima's call *lucky she did call cuz me supposed to go pasar to buy pork*

10.00am - head to pasar wt mummy...bought all needed ingredients for "zhu geok chou"

11.00am - head to kepong to pass huang gor gor's car to huang didi *finally he's taking his car to the workshop*

12.00pm - head for brunch....

1.00pm - SC picked me and mummy at Kepong and head to ss2 to pick up my bday cake ^^

*su's cake...^^*

1.30pm - got the cake, and heading back to my house...

2.00pm - huang jie jie called and say wanna tapao lunch....so we tapao for her and went home....

2.30pm - reach home and start preparing food...hahaha...

*SC prepare tom yum soup*

*mummy prepare venigar posr*

*ME...the helper for both of them*

4.00pm - SC went to THQ place to pick him and bring lou dao and PY later on...

5.30pm - went to fetch huang jie jie.... *jie..is time to DRIVE....*

*wash floor and done many things in between*

*special thanks to Song who brought me the pressie personally...thank u so very much*

7.00pm - I'm so hungry...and all not here yet....T.T....and ME da bday gal is not wash up yet...hahaha...too busy....

7.30pm - finally they are here............but...ME need bathe first...ahahhaha...so ME went shower and dress up..hahahaha

8.00pm - yuhooo....finally dinner...ahahaha....though ME ate very little i know...but ME enjoy serving u guys...ahaha...know all of u woke up early to prepare for the nite...^^

*let...let the pic tell the story...*

*all pic taken from SC's album...wahahahahaa*

Fianlly...thank u once again for those who made it...and for all the pressie and food...

ME love u guys so super very much...^^

MUACKZ!!!!!!!

-END-

朋友

2011-11-05T20:33:00.001+08:00

世界之大，人与人的相遇是种缘份。。。

你和我因为缘份而成为朋友，

但谁又能保证我们是一辈子的朋友，

或在下一秒便成陌路人？

互相猜测的友谊很累人，

那，就随遇而安吧。。。

又有谁会知道将来各自的际遇如何？？

庆幸，我有一群可让我在他们面前放肆的朋友。。。

希望，我们永远都是好朋友。。。

当然，没人知道下一秒会是怎样的。。。

珍惜彼此吧。。。

这样的女孩、你会爱上吗？

2011-10-18T15:58:00.001+08:00

[转摘]-

她其实有点懒　喜欢赖床
她其实不太乖　喜欢捣蛋...

她在陌生人面前会很安静很冷漠
在熟人面前却很放肆很霸道
并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑
不要认为她很粗鲁
她只是很单纯的认为
大家打打闹闹骂骂笑笑
表示更亲切更不分你我

她独立也好强
她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦
也不愿意向别人提起
她也会偶尔的忧郁
朋友问她怎么了
她也只会说没事

其实……
她只是感觉累了
她只是需要一个拥抱
其实骨子里
渴望有一个避风港湾
让她去依靠
但她不会承认

她必须确定
那个人是否可以承受得了这一切
承受她的撒娇　她的无理取闹
她的倔强　她的悲观
她所有的性格缺陷
且永远不离不弃

只有这样
她才放心
放心去继续做自己
不会害怕有一天将要面对失去

如果没有
那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独
她对爱情没有安全感
也不会给别人安全感
她爱不起更怕伤害

她失恋的时候
会在别人面前装的很好
大声的笑　放声的闹
当姐妹心疼的说：
“你没事吧?”
她会放下她所有的骄傲
趴到姐妹怀里哭
哭完了苦笑一声：
“没想到我还会为一个男人哭”

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣
除非她真的崩溃了
即使在你爱着她的时候
她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤
如果你看到她的眼泪
请相信这绝不是她在博取同情
这是内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景

她想对你负责
同时也希望你对她负责
对自己的过去和未来负责
但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言
她很难相信
即使她很难相信
但她还是会选择等待

若她喜欢上你
请你不要在她的世界里消失
她没有更多的要求
不会打扰你的生活
她只是想静静的看着你
当你的观众
仅此而已

她的伤初始浓烈似酒
很快就会变为一杯水
却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴
她选择在其中淡定
在其中沉默和内伤

她就是这样
强势　霸道　任性
不会讨人欢心
死要面子
她爱朋友多过你

她善变
最耐不住寂寞
却又喜欢假惺惺的
让自己一个人呆着

有时候她又充满阳光的气息
爱笑爱说话
活蹦乱跳　可爱迷人
她很自私
只愿意与人同甘
不愿意让别人跟她共苦

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强
一副大女子主义的模样
她会想
遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人
她就一定会很安静
心甘情愿的安静下来
不烦不闹　按时吃饭睡觉
按时做一切
能安心和他一起做的事情

她从不轻言爱
她的爱很沉默
那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气
在她的心里有一道栅栏
那就是自尊
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊
她会在真正爱她的人面前
卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装
做个幸福的小女人

她不要求你要做什么
不会无理取闹要你陪着她
她有自己的生活
她给你空间
因为她也需要空间

她在你面前永远性感调皮
偶尔撒撒娇
跟你玩陌生人的游戏
在你的朋友面前从来大方得体
微笑的依偎在你身边

她不让你给她买这买那
但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物
而暗自开心
因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱

她在意的是你的心
你若真心
她必然实意
最起码
你表现的真心
能让她感觉得到

这样的她
只有懂她的人才会得到她的好
如果你没有绝对的真心
请别爱她
因为她最怕没安全感
害怕失去平衡

-我是这样的一个女生吗？-

说话

2011-10-14T16:25:00.001+08:00

说话也是一种艺术。。。
有人说，开口说好话。。。
所以。。。如果当你没于好话说的时候，把你的嘴巴闭上。。。
因为这样会影响你身边的人的情绪。。。

好想与你分享蔡康永的《说话之道》，
可惜，你不会读华文。。。
好像让你知道。。。我们并没有千你几百万。。。
请你自重也尊重我们！！！

好生气！！！

宝贝

2011-10-12T17:07:00.004+08:00

一年过去了。。。

在天堂的你还好吗？？

偶尔会想起你的傻气。。。

我哭时你会乖乖的为我舔泪。。。

我笑时你会开心地摇着尾巴。。。

我生气时你只好静静地躺在一旁。。。

mummy想你了。。。

Random

2011-09-25T16:52:00.002+08:00

A random thoughts came into my mind:

"things happened in the past shaped us into who we are today...thank those who have hurt you (n be smart dun be hurt again) and be grateful to those who love u"

Thank you to those who have hurt me so deep that i thought i can't make it thru...I've learnt...and hopefully won't take the same path again...

Thank you to those who have love me and be with me when i needed you...^^ muackz...

Smurfs~~~

2011-09-06T15:11:00.001+08:00

I smurf u~~~Muackzz~~~<3

I love u dear...^^

PISSED!!!!

2011-08-26T10:09:00.002+08:00

As above!!!

Am PISSED!!!!

简单的快乐

2011-07-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

快乐其实很简单。。。

只要你在我身边。。。

无题

2011-07-14T21:41:00.002+08:00

在想，为什么人总爱推卸责任？？

难道，推卸责任会改变现状吗？？

哎。。。想不通也不明。。。

旅行

2011-07-04T20:35:00.004+08:00

终于从台湾回来了。。。

6天5夜，说真的。。。不够玩！！！

i wan longer holidays....

陪我度过那6天5夜的林倍仪小姐。。。

哈哈哈。。。谢谢你哦。。。

希望你玩得开心。。。

这里叫做七星潭。。。

也是我最喜欢的地方。。。

不过。。。要到达这里。。。

walau。。。真的千辛万苦。。。

不过。。。值得。。。

（但。。。下次不去了！！！好远啊！！！）

想看照片？？

facebook pls...^^

Bad day

2011-06-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

How I wish today was a better day...

What a day~~~

祝福

2011-06-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

为你献上最真诚的祝福，

希望你拥有世上最简单的幸福。。。

要幸福哦~~~

谢谢你

2011-06-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

谢谢你。。。
希望你也幸福。。。

~Love~

2011-04-28T13:55:00.001+08:00

~~~Love you~~~

想你

2011-04-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

Recent me

2011-04-17T16:13:00.004+08:00

It's been a while since my last updates and I got a complain from my twinny...
(sorry....>.<)

Lots of thing happened last few months....
sad things of course...
but it's gonna be all good....^^

Thank u all my frens who've been with me when I'm down and sad...
Thanks dear to be by my side whenever I need you...=)
Thanks baby n memo of being such a good companion to me...and sorry for not being by ur side when u need me...T.T..
Thanks for all the supports, laughter and tears...
I'm good now....^^

Decided to stop my MBA for awhile...
to give myself a break...
which I think I need it...^^
yuhooo...I wan my holidays and have planned for a few this year....

Hahahhaha.....HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!

Conflict

2011-04-16T12:12:00.003+08:00

Whenever there are people, conflicts is there...

It's depending on each individual on how they react to the conflicts,

If it will maximize the hurts or minimize the hurts....

Give and take,

as u cant expect people to always give in to you...

放手

2011-01-11T20:26:00.003+08:00

当事情发生的太快，让你没有时间理清一切。。。

不妨放慢脚步。。。

你会发现意想不到的。。。

你说不想再骗我。。。

那么，事实又是什么？？

从一开始，我要听的都是真话。。。

机会给了，你却选择骗我。。。

那么，为何又要觉得不安呢？？

放手吧。。。

因为现在的我很好。。。

柠檬草的味道

2011-01-06T19:18:00.003+08:00

歌名: 檸檬草的味道

演唱: 蔡依林

附註:

作曲: 李偲菘, 編曲: Terence Teo 監製, 填詞: 李焯雄

他們猜我們後來有沒有再見

離席了才會曉得懷念

突然我記起你的臉　

那觸動依然像昨天對自己　

我終於也　誠實了一點

是不是回憶就是淡淡檸檬草

心酸裡又有芳香的味道

曾以為你是全世界　

但那天已經好遙遠繞一圈　

我才發現我有更遠地平線

＊我們都沒錯　

只是不適合　

我要的　我現在才懂得　

快樂是我的　不是你給的　

寂寞要自己負責＊

畢竟用盡了力氣也未必如願

總是要過去以後才了解

突然我記起你的臉　

愛不愛不過一念之間繞一圈　

今天的我能和昨天面對面

我們都沒錯　

只是不適合親愛的　

我當時不懂得選擇是我的　

不是你給的　

明天自己負責

給昨天的我一個擁抱

曾經她不知如何是好

若我們再見我會微笑

謝謝你　謝謝你　我嚐過　愛的好

REPEAT＊

我要的我現在在才懂得

選擇是我的　

不是你給的

幸福要自己負責　

錯過的　請你把握

对。错

2011-01-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

爱情里没有对与错。。。。

只有爱与不爱。。。

我爱你

2010-12-15T12:09:00.003+08:00

我爱你。。。

纪念日

2010-11-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

11月30日，值得纪念的一天。。。

谢谢你。。。

幸福

2010-11-26T03:38:00.003+08:00

只要不逞强，你是幸福的。。。

假装坚强，很累人，

何不卸下武装，让人疼爱？？

每个人总需要一个可以在他面前真实的人。。。

不必武装自己。。。

但，

又有多少人肯卸下武装已久的面具呢？？

是因为担心，恐惧，还是武装太久。。。

经已不懂得如何做回自己？？？

期待

2010-11-14T14:02:00.002+08:00

我竟然对他有所期待。。。

明知不属于我的，还期待些什么呢？

关于。你

2010-10-19T12:24:00.007+08:00

到今天还记得为什么会把你买回家，因为，看你可怜的表情，让我好想抱你回家。。。

<< 这是第一天把你带回家，你睡在“契妈” 腿上的照片，当时的你，睡得好甜。。。

你，很爱睡。。。

从小，无论把你带到哪里，你都可以睡。。。

你最爱睡在我的大腿间，

看着你睡觉的摸样，

会忍不住想逗你，

可是，你却怎样都不会醒来。。。

很可爱。。。

>> 看，你还会找到一个你认为很舒服的地方睡觉。。。

后来，你慢慢长大了，

越来越坏蛋了。。。

可是，我还是那么的爱你。。。

你，长得很帅。。。

很可爱。。。

大家都很爱你。。。

你最贪吃了，

有的吃，什么都行。。。

看你小小只的，却很能吃。。。

太多太多关于你的。。。

却不知从何说起。。。

只想说。。。我很想你。。。

对不起，并没有好好的照顾你。。。

连你在去世的时候，我也不在。。。

你一定很寂寞，很害怕吧。。。

希望，你在天堂，

过得很好。。。没有痛苦。。。

你要乖乖的。。。别再乱乱吃东西了。。。

知道吗？？

我想你。。。

RIP

爱

2010-10-14T22:25:00.002+08:00

人类，总该可以把最简单的事情弄到最复杂。。。

爱，本来是简单的，

却被人搞得复杂了。。。

那么，是谁把我们的爱弄得那么复杂呢？？

是你？？

是我？？

是她？？

还是他们？？

心

2010-10-05T21:22:00.002+08:00

应该跟着心想的那样走吗？

Life

2010-09-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

Life is unpredictable...

so is Love??

someone may say they love u...deeply in love...

making promises to take care of u forever...

so what???

they'll still turn their back on you...

and leaving u alone thinking what have you done wrong...

indeed you didn't...

well...that's life...

learn and grow and proceed with it...

there's a reason behind everything happened in life...

juz dun stop believing that it's for your good...

no matter how bad things are...it's good for you...

take care..

with love~~~

胡言乱语

2010-08-14T17:16:00.004+08:00

当人与人之间缺乏了最重要的沟通。。。

那他们会变成怎么样呢？

两个不同世界的人在一起，

结局会是怎么样的呢？

我是我。。。不想改变。。。

只想做回原来的我。。。

可能吗？？

世界在变，你我也在变。。。

每件事情发生后，你不可能还是原来的你。。。

因为，事实改变了你。。。

你的选择，不只会影响你自己，

你知道吗？

能活早当下现实生活的人，是有才干的人，

而活在理想生活中的人，是幸福的。。。

当你说你真的爱我，我相信你。。。

因为我也爱你。。。

欺骗，是人与人之间的大忌，

它。。。会形成一道高高的围墙，任由你怎么跳怎么爬，也怕不过去。。。

就像破镜重圆，裂缝清晰可见。。。

胡言乱语当中

hearing V listening

2010-07-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

what is hearing?

u hear when someone speaks, only the sound waves go through...

how bout listening?

listening is when u process the sound u hear into something which has a meaning....

but nowadays...how many of us are really listening to what people are trying to tell us?

hear is not what the speaker intention...

the speaker wants you to listen...not hear...

because he wants u to understand what he is trying to deliver to us...

and from we understand, we learn...

however, there are many times people are stubborn enough to just hear and dun listen...

thinking themselves so great that they know everything, but in fact there are not...

and i dun think they seen the disappointment and sadness in the speakers' eyes...

because they dun even look into his eyes when he talk...

though sometimes u may not agree to what he had said...

but...he knows more than u...because he have more experience....

it doesn't so any harm to listen to him...

form there we learn and modify and maybe someday we might come out with a better way when combining the 2 ideas....

isn't that better??

what the point of proving urself right??

there a mandarin proverb saying 三个臭皮匠，胜过诸葛亮...

meaning 3 foolish person is even better than a wise man...

so...y dun just learn from each other and come out with better ideas??

are you listening to what the speaker is trying to deliver??

hope u are....and i'm trying hard to listen and not hear...

hopefully someone someday will try to listen too when there are still chance....

coz it's time for him to learn what is responsibility....

孙燕姿--同类

2010-07-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

作词:易家扬作曲:李偲菘

雨后的城市寂寞又狼狈

路边的座位它空着在等谁

我拉住时间它却不理会

有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰

风停了又吹我忽然想起谁

天亮了又黑我过了好几岁

心暖了又灰世界

有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类

爱收了又给我们都不太完美

梦作了又碎我们有几次机会　

去追

我拉住时间它却不理会

有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰

啦啦...

风停了又吹我忽然想起谁

天亮了又黑我过了好几岁

心暖了又灰世界

有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类

爱收了又给我们都不太完美

梦做了又碎我们有几次机会　

去追

不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵

云在半空中被微风剪碎

回忆也许美可是正在飞走对不对

Emo

2010-07-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

Emo-ing~~~~

报喜

2010-07-02T10:59:00.002+08:00

wanna make a BIGGGGG announcement here...
TSC...i'm gonna be a 'ah yi' d...^^
my sis is pregnant...3 months...^^
finally..this is what i wanna tell u all in the previous blog...hehehhe...^^
she wants it for so long and finally she got it..
hehe...happy happy...
gonna have a cute cute baby to play with soon...^^
will be a December baby...hehe...
wonder why all my family's member bday is towards to the end of the year???
hmmm....

Another good news is...
someone who used to be so close to me finally started a new relationship...
hehehe...glad to hear that and is damn happy for her...^^
hope he is the MR right for her...^^
as was she had described..he seemed to be a very good guy.....
very capable and intelligent...
he's diver and going to be qualified as a trainer later...hahaha...can ask him to teach me how to dive one day....^^
hope she'll have a real good relationship this time...
she's tough i know...
yet,no matter how tough a gal is...she still need to be loved...^^
Muackz...love her much...^^

dear frenz...
any good news to share with me??
hmmm....

去他的

2010-06-27T23:42:00.001+08:00

去他的世界杯！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

不要问我为什么，就很不爽。。。。。。。。。！！！！！！

故事

2010-06-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

人生本来就是一段有一段扣人心弦的故事。。。

有开心的、伤心地、疯狂的、悲伤地。。。

这些故事述说着我们曾经经历的。。。

不管你喜不喜欢，这些，都是我们的故事。。。

珍惜这些故事，因为这是属于我们的回忆。。。

有了这些回忆、故事，人生才算精彩。。。。

希望你的故事也一样精彩~~~

Updates

2010-06-05T14:17:00.003+08:00

It's been quite some time since my last update bout my life...

decided to update bit bout me to u all after reading my twinny's blog...

she's having a good yet boring (what she mentioned) holiday... [TSC...at least u still have holidays~~~~~~~~~~~~so...appreciate it and play on my behalf...haha]

oki...back to my life...

not sure what words to use to describe my life now...

T.T...I think 'lifeless' is the best word...

haha...

been working for 1 month and 2 days...

hmmm...if u wanna ask how's my working life???

well...quite oki la...8.30am-5.30pm...with 1and half hour lunch...not that bad la...haha...

nice people with nice working environment...^^

lots lots lots of things to learn...good luck to me...haha..

well...started my school life also..

dun be shocked...hahaha...ya...studying while working...

hope i'm gonna be alrite...

since so many people have done it...y not me??

hahaa...and MBA is really not easy...T.T..

hopefully I can cope with it...and luckily I din take full time...if not...hahaha...

Also, bought a car...

a little second hand Kenari...^^

so now...at least I no need to 'ma fan' people to fetch me around...

but maintaining a car is not easy...

many extra expenses...

what to do?? if u wan freedom..there's a price for u to pay...

and the price is usually....DAMN HIGH!!!!!!

almost half of my salary...T.T...

nvm...work hard to get more..hahaha....

well...I think I've been typing too much..haha...

c ya guys next time...^^

故事

2010-05-31T22:31:00.003+08:00

读了朋友的部落各，她说：

‘每张看似开心的照片背后，都有另一个故事’。

的确每个人都有一段段属于自己的故事，

难过的，开心的，辛酸的。。。。。。

有一些是就算面对着最要好的朋友情人也无法分享的故事。。。

2010-04-22T16:04:00.002+08:00

It's been some time since my last update..

it's not that i'm busy with my life...is that i'm too free and in some sense too boring til ntg much to update about..

Finally decided to take MBA and handed in the enrollment form...

next thing is i'm gonna start my working life in May...^^

and gonna start my working + study life in June...

T.T...TEE SIAW CHIN!!!!!!i'm gonna be a super women soon...

HELP!!!!!

but it's good also la..hope i can cope with it la..

wish me good luck all my dear friends...

well...now was thinking about buying a car..

and what car??hahaha...hopefully i can get a myvi...hopefully...

wondering between a 2nd hand or a first hand...

well...let's c how things go by...

hahaha....

and gonna tell u guys a good news later on..mayb in 2 months time...

hahaha...but not now...it's a secret...hahahahaha...

SHHHHH~~~

random

2010-04-01T19:37:00.002+08:00

当人生没有了目标，世界是黑白的。。。

正在寻找自己的目标。。。

Graduation day

2010-03-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

It's my graduation day...^^

finally..i'm officially announced as a graduate...

phew...three years of hard work...

(hmmmp...guess i'm busy playing around more)

and three years of brand new environment which now can only be part of my memories....

three years of friendship with three diff gals...with diff characters...

hahaha...sometimes i wonder how we got along these three years...

and wonder why it's all about 'three'...

hahaha....

well...this is what i'm planning to do for my future for now...

1) gonna start my MBA in may2010...(part time mayb)

2) take IELTS

3) work work work work (i need money...T.T)

4) vacation (look for my twinny in UK)

5) mayb gonna lose some weight...hmmp

gonna add up some more plan...

hehehe...^^

muackz...

happy graduation to me...^^

Lost

2010-03-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

Remembered that i once taken part in an essay writing competition...

writing an essay titled 'the lost son'...

cant refresh about what i'd written...yet the feeling of lost is so vivid in mind..

once again...i'm lost in thought and felt miserable about my future...

maybe it's the fear of leaving my comfort zone and to accept new challenges...

maybe i'm not sure enough on what i should do next to bring myself into another different level..

maybe something is pulling me back from doing what i should do and should have done...

it could be me who wanted to enjoy life for a few more months before entering the field...

gonna give myself some time to think again on what i really want...

hmmp...

Life filled with dramas...

2010-01-30T11:37:00.002+08:00

Life is always full of drama and we're sometimes the main character in it...

or maybe u're involve as an outsider...

and you'll never know when it will happened to u..

maybe i'm involving in one now...but i haven't realized yet...

LIFE

2010-01-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

Life is unpredictable...anything which seemed right by now it would be right in a second...

It's just like the 911 incident in US...

last second u can still c the parade...but it had torn into pieces in the next second...

so...treasure what u have now in life...

it's sad to hear that people are feeling sad after they had lost something precious in life but you have not seen them treasuring them while they owned it...

Things starts to go wrong when u take it for granted...

it's just like 'time' wouldn't stop and wait for you...go with it or u'll lose it...and u can never find it back...

'time' is for you to use it and not to waste it...

well..i think we all know this but how many of us are really using it and not wasting it...

(hmmm...in deep thought)

Something happened and it had changed peoples' life..

do not regret over what you had done right or wrong in the past...because it can never be changed...

what you can do is work it out and make it better in the future...because future is what we have...

treasure the most precious one u have now in life...your friends, family, love ones, etc...because you'll never know what happened next that can take them away from you....forever...and you can never meet them again until you be with the Lord one day...

with love...^^

Year 2010

2010-01-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

realized that many people had posted about the brand new year...

it's 2010...and i'm stepping into another stage of life...

gonna revise what i'd done in the past and what am i supposed to do in the future...

the past had passed...but hopefully i wont commit in the same mistake that i had before in the future...

2010 wishlist (to do list is more appropriate i think):

a) Bangkok trip with my besties and honey...(so sad to hear that 3 of the might have to sit for supp and forced to ffk..=(..hopefully the paper is on the 11th and not 12th..)

b) find a job (dun feel like working...but..have to earn a living...coz i'm officially graduate and unemployed....=(...sad)

c) MBA (gonna continue my study anyway...but not so soon i guess...hopefully i can take MBA course...>.<...gonna spend some time researching for school...^^)

d) save money for travelling ( hopefully i can save some money to UK to find my twinnie ms. tee...so that i could attend her convo...heheh^^..hopefully...)

e) .....hmmmm....should cont later on...cant think of any now...>.<

here...i wish everyone all the best and the most important thing is to stay happy and healthy...^^

muackzz..love u guys alot alot alot....

maybe we would have less time having fellowship together...

still...i'm here whenever u all need me and i know u'll be there whenever i need u...

CHEERS for year 2010...

莫名其妙

2009-12-02T15:54:00.002+08:00

有人莫名其妙的和女朋友分手了。。。

或许他和她早已有问题。。。

这些都不管了，总之就分手了。。。

然后，这个人又莫名其妙的说和他认识不到一个月的女生一起。。。

算了。。。反正只是在一起。。。

后来，他们又说要结婚。。。

猜不到三个月说要结婚。。。天哪。。。

但也算了。。。反正是他要的人生。。。

我也只好帮忙筹备。。。

但，今天。。。这两个人，竟然莫名其妙的吵架了起来。。。

然后也莫名其妙的说要分手。。。

他妈的！！！搞什么啊？？

真的是莫名其妙的两个人。。。

懒得管了。。。

长这么大了，应该比我还要懂怎么处理了。。。

有时候

2009-11-20T18:43:00.002+08:00

有时候觉得，要让一个人开心其实很难。。。

就像李圣杰的一首歌

“你想要的我却不能够给你我全部，我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的……”

做人真矛盾。。。

明明想要其他人开心，却每次都做让人不开心的事。。。

为什么呢？

想不通。。。

sometimes it's not what u say or do which makes people happy,

but the way u saying or doing it....

有时觉得，并不是因为你说了什么，做了什么，让人觉得开心，

而是，你用了什么方式去说和做。。。

希望大家都会开开心心的。。。

别为了小事吵架，闹别扭。。。

伤了大家的和气。。。

二十一岁生日

2009-11-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

昨晚庆祝了我的二十一岁生日。。。

想要谢谢来为我庆祝的人。。。

谢谢你的祝福，

谢谢你的礼物，

谢谢你的到来，

谢谢你的蛋糕，

谢谢你们。。。。

二十一岁了，是个成人了。。。

该好好想想自己的未来。。。

要做什么，该做什么，怎么开始做。。。

统统要想了。。。

别再逃避现实，因为它很残酷的。。。

做好自己迎向未来。。。^^

Random Thought

2009-10-20T01:44:00.003+08:00

relationship between people are weird...

sometimes, you can get along with a stranger within a minute..

sometimes, you just can't get along with someone whom you've known much longer...no matter how hard you try...

maybe I just din try hard enough to make myself to get along with them...

strange feelings came by...

sometimes you just have to pretend that you can get along with everyone..

just to make your life easier..or maybe to make others life easier too..

because they wouldn't have to worry that they'll have an issue being with you...

and u'll sort of will be having many friends...

only the one knows who are truly your friends and who are not...

i felt lucky enough to have true friends around me...

friends who will be there for you no matter what happened..

friends who will share happiness, sadness, and problems together...

though we may not meet as often as we was...

at least i know that they are there for me...a call with lead them to me...^^

glad to have friends like them...

who knows what would happened next in our lives...

most importantly...we live life to the max together...

though i might not be a 100% friends to u...

I'm always trying...

Marriage

2009-10-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

My bro had somehow considered officially announced that he'll be getting married...

having a girl whom he knows only for 3 months plus..

i wonder if they really have a deep and strong bond to commit themselves into marriage...

i was still in shock that i can't accept the fact that the girl is becoming my sister in law...

i've still got no chance to now her better...(though she's just living in my house and maybe is me who are so prejudice towards her that i don't feel like talking to her)

it's kind of weird seeing my beloved brother will be marrying a china girl whom he knows for a short time after breaking up with a 4 years plus girl friend...

well...honestly..i miss his ex-girl friend...

maybe is because i've adapt to her style...cause my sister-in-law to be is just too noisy for me...

or maybe is my prejudice again...

hoping that i can get along with her...

i know i will if i want...

but i know it takes time...

钱不够用

2009-10-14T14:05:00.002+08:00

打工打工。。。

钱不够用了。。。

希望可以再去曼谷之前存到些钱。。。

要不然。。。

“不用去了！！！”

存钱存钱。。。。

求婚

2009-10-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

结婚是人生大事。。。

希望你，真的懂你在做什么。。。

也希望这是你真正要的。。。

向一个你认识不到3个月的人求婚。。。

你，想清楚了吗？

她，真的是你想要的人吗？

她，真的可以带给你幸福吗？

她，真的可以跟你的家人相处得来吗？

她，真的是你爱的人吗？

无论如何，

祝你幸福。。。

Thought

2009-10-02T14:18:00.003+08:00

sometimes, it's actually a people's choice to be happy or unhappy...

u choose it...

even someone would blame that it's because something bad happened that make them unhappy, but i think in the end is the person themselves who have to make a choice whether to face the bad incident positively or negatively...

no matter how bad the thing is...it could be faced positively and it would have a positive outcome which will make u happy...

it's ur choice...

I know it's easy to say but hard to do...

i have problem practicing it too...

but i'm trying hard...and i hope that i can do it better each time...

cheers..^^

家

2009-09-12T14:30:00.002+08:00

家是一个永远的避风港，

却不是永远逃避现实的地方。。。

因为爱你，所以要你面对现实。。。

这样才能学着坚强，学着面对，学着独立。。。

这样，当你建立自己的家时，

才能坚强，独立的面对事情，保护自己的孩子。。。

正因为你爱他们，

你也希望他们学会独立，坚强。。。

耐性

2009-09-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

人往往对陌生人比对自家人更有耐性。。。

这是为什么呢？

难道不是应该对家人朋友比较有耐心的吗？

她想 “都相处那么久了，难道还不是到我的想法吗？”

也许，她觉得家人应该比陌生人更了解他，

也许，她觉得朋友应该比陌生人更体谅他，

所以，她变得不耐烦了。。。

耐心没了。。。

人与人的相处也便难了。。。

她，以为亲人不爱自己了。。。

她，觉得朋友疏远自己了。。。

却没发现其实是自己把距离拉远了。。。

耐心没了，所有事情都变得不一样了。。。

人与人的相处，耐心是很重要的。。。

毕竟不是每个人都有与你一样的想法，

一样的生活方式，

一样的处事方法。。。

若人与人相处多了耐心，

便会少了摩擦，

相处也变得愉快得多。。。

面具

2009-09-08T01:00:00.003+08:00

在想，人是否真的那么不可信任？

为什么人总会往脸上挂上一幅幅的面具？

是要掩饰自己丑恶的一面？

还是不肯让人看见真实的一面？

人总放不下面具做人。。。

因为他们害怕其他人如何看待，还怕受伤。。。

所以为了保护自己，

人，总往脸上挂上不同的面具，

面对不同的人。。。

人已经分不清什么是真，什么是假。。。

真真假假，假假真真。。。

到底谁是真心对待，谁是假情假意，

又有谁能分得清楚？

或许这一秒钟对你说爱你的人会再下一秒钟背叛你，

或许你认为是你最要好的朋友却是你最意想不到的敌人。。。

面具戴久了，

也许自己也分不清楚到底哪里一个才是真正的自己，

更不晓得要如何做回自己。。。

可悲的人类。。。

但，还是相信有人会真诚以待。。。

所以也会真诚待人。。。

豚·蝎

2009-09-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

豚·蝎

当可爱善良的海豚遇上心肠险恶的毒蝎。。。